Life is tricky but AMAZING: A look back & ahead :)

Hard to believe a new year is already upon us. 2012 Certainly had its ups & downs but was incredibly amazing. I started off last year traveling by myself for the very first time, it was totally scary but so very liberating. I met some of the greatest people ever who I will forever cherish. I met some of my favorite Actors (Bethany Joy Lenz,Shantel Vansanten, Daphne Zuniga, Ian somerhalder), singers(Train, Mat Kearney, Ellie Goulding) & SF Giants Players (Buster Posey, Tim Lincicum, Brandon Crawford & so many others). I got to be in a SF Giants commercial which was so cool to be apart of. I watched a taping of America's Got Talent. I went after jobs I really wanted, but didn't get. I celebrated all the holidays & birthdays with the people I love most. I watched my mom go through a really hard year (it WILL get BETTER). I got in an accident & was without my car for awhile. Saw my FAVORITE show come to a close after nine years. Got to see Demi Lovato Perform live(amazing Night). Got a new tattoo(a butterfly which symbolizes new beginnings & my free spiritedness). My Idol Britney spears followed me on Twitter. I participated in so many events for Lung Cancer & I donated so much money to all the other causes I am passionate About. I am probably forgetting a lot of things. All in all it was a pretty amazing year. I am eager for 2013 because I am ready to possibly say goodbye to my work. I think it's time for a change. I'm still trying to find a career path I want to Persue. There's so many things I love to do. I'm coming so close to finally figuring it all out. I may or may not have to get a degree to get the job of my dreams. We'll see. All I want to do is be doing a job I completely in love with. A job in which I am fully appreciated. I haven't felt that way in two plus years. I know I am going figure it all out. I am destined for greatness, it's in my bones.  I am readyTo   fnally live out my dreams. I hope 2013 brings so much love to everyone. Everyone deserves to feel happiness & be happy. Show love, light & kindness to everyone you come in contact with. Be the best version of yourself, everyday. Don't be afraid to live your life. Don't let the things that weaken you break you apart. Let the strength outshine all the messy. If 2012 or the last few years were not your year, just use the mindset that this year will be better. It might be worse, but with a POSITIVE minds you are already able to live a better life. The way you see things determine the outcome. See the good in as much as you can.  Yes it's a new year & a new begging & start but remember there's 365 days a year that you can begin again if you'd like.  If you're struggling with something let it go & don't do it alone. There's so many people out there that can help you. This coming year don't be hard on yourself, allow yourself to make mistakes. We're only human & we have flaws. Leave the bad behind & welcome the good. Welcome whatever is to come. It's bound to be amazing. You create your own novel & your own movie...so write it they way you choose so when you re watch it you see something you absolutely love. Remember to live life beautifully & enjoy each & every second. I love you all to pieces. Here's to your best year yet & here's to me finally allowing myself all I deserve.